WHY BE A NIHILIST optimistic positiv nihilism life philosophy

Why do i believe nihilism is benefit my daily life and also my long therm future. I know its silly to say i believein nihilism as a nihilist. But life is fun and so is it to life nihilistic and without any kind of believes. Religion, society and any other believesystem will just keep us trapped. I am just optimistic enough to let it go. And nihilism and optimism belong together in my eyes anyway. Live life more free and give up believes. Find the meaning in meaninglessness. We should not try to be inspi