the bathroom sink (an original song about childhood DV)

Trigger warning (Domestic Violence) This song mentions themes associated with childhood domestic violence. If that may trigger you, please use caution before watching this video or reading the lyrics. lyrics, I couldnt even reach The bathroom sink Its 10pm I should be asleep But hes screaming And Im listening I dont understand their words But I know enough to Fear him leaving And I thought it was over when I left you And everyone told me One day Ill forgive But I cant forgive what my body wont let me forget Now I can I wash my hands Of the guilt That there was something wrong with me Still, I doubt that I can Be loved for every part of me So I hide under the covers still Cry in the darkness still You re gone but always a part of me Im reminded every time that I hurt you did this to me My little brothers asking for mom But she cant come right now Ill hold him tight and try to