Why Did I Just Start Playing and Making Peace with My Dad

Flipped on the camera for a ramble. Hard to believe I started this channel all the way back in August 2006. This video is being uploaded on what would have been my dad s 70th birthday. There are so many lessons 2020, 21 have taught and the latter is only half over. Things keep coming up, shadows to epiphanies. Having recognized and unblocked a mental hangup, I ve suddenly started playing guitar. This is something I ve always wanted to do but just never thought I could. Now I just am. Almost like a cypher I decoded in my own mind (if my mind was a video game or something). I think I ve finally decided what I m gonna do with this channel I ve had sitting around collecting digital dust for so long. I think I ll ramble and learn to play guitar, then sing and play, then ramble some more. I think I ll make some peace with my past and myself and reality. Something might resonate. If it does, good. The Star Wars shirt is worn ironically, as many of my stuff is.