If you see the boy I used to

If you see the boy I used to be Could you tell him that I d like to find him And if you see the shell that s left of me Could you spare him a little kindness Cause I ve been high and I ve been low I ve spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight And feelings come but they won t go Please won t someone take me home before I lose my mind Am I broken Am I flawed Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I Just another fake, fucked up lost cause And am I human Or am I something else Cause I m so scared and there s no one there To save me from the nightmare that I call myself