Mutilomaquia : It s gone now, but im still here

Something about how I saw the world, how I saw the visual: where my eyes went, what they searched for, what they found, what they didnt find. Something about how I heard the world, what I filtered, what I absorbed, what I enjoyed, what I couldnt enjoy. Something about how I felt the world, how my skin puckered and pinched, scrunched and wrinkled, recoiled and relaxed. Something about how I donned and shed skin, how I entered into feeling, and left. Something I could not name, but it was there. Special thanks to Sangam for sharing an instant of private darkness Mutilomaquia : Its gone now, but i m still here 01. Trough the skin of god, Retinal circumcision, Reality distortion field (0:00) 02. Modelesque looks by sharpening, shrinking, enhancing, and recoloring, abuse my appearance (4:38) 03. Brutal practices of selfcare, evidence, impasto (8:28) 04. A violent intensity