worse

this was october 31st november 1st. not sure how morning happened. i don t understand this stupid house. everything has changed now. i can t even watch this video without panicking. i m so terrified each night that she ll come again. Why was I so STUPID. did i have to drop the flashlight TWICE. so stupid wtf. maybe she wouldn t have fucking FOUND ME if i didn t DROP IT. I m such an idiot. I ve got to plan. I need to get it together. She ll be coming again.