0 xcopy Letter to Defer

0XCopy Letter to Defer; I was sleeping with both eyes open. Not sure if I was asleep or I had slept. I was missing what I was taking. Saw my dilemma. Should I sleep forever Throw my ashes to Ganges. I ll be just dirt to white. I was slowly crawling on it. These lights suddenly washed me off there. I was wishing to end it all and, Make it into a pitchblack silence. Closing my eyes for a dream, A dream of a neverland, A land which is the furthest, And I m outraced and twofaced. I will have a sleep in peace now, With a smile on my ugly face. I will have it all reversed now. Things seem much more weirder. Came into my life really fast, Really fast and I liked it. It s my shame I didn t look, At it for the last time. My wrists are itching. I should take care of it. My wrists are itching. This suffering is bleeding. Twisted hair, those eyes that stare, Can t imagine what it really means to me. I ll talk till I lose all my voice. Then I ll dream on. That river is where I belong. Was born crying, wi