I just want to feel something

Another video to express my feelings through because it s my only outlet. For my entire life, I have been conditioned to live alone. My parents were strict, so I never got to spend much time hanging out with a bunch of friends like a normal teenager. I didn t go to many parties, never had a really serious boyfriend, never really let loose, etc. I was focused on getting good grades but that was all I ever had. I don t have family members around my age that I spend a lot of time with. My parents and I don t t