Letter to my future Письмо себе в

My mom has brought some old stuff of diaries and letters (yes, I m from 80s, so there were real paper letters in my youth). And there was a letter to my future self that I wrote when I had just finished high school I was so nervous to read it, it took me some time to actually decide that it s time you can not imagine my feelings when I realised that there is NO LETTER in that envelope I CRIED I really did cry. I ve checked the whole pile of papers like three times