Angel Nightmare I Am Not Second(original song)

Lyrics: You are nothing, You are not in control. You have no values, you have no soul. I hate to see you crumble. I dont want to see you waste away. I fucking hate myself for not forcing you to stay. Sometimes I question if Im really rreal. Sometimes it hurts when I do not know this. ) You started to repair me. I was just starting to heal. How dare I enable myself to trust you I guess I make asinine impulsive decisions too. Its been so long since Ive last cried, Its been awhile since Ive died inside. Im fucking angry, Im fucking sad. I want to hate you. Although, I know it will not last. Youve deceived me with you contradicting lying. Manipulate me No longer will I fall victim to your crying. Oh man, Im really hurting. This fucking hurts. Gave up a large fragment of my life, but it wasnt worth. Im going insane. Im losing every fiber of my mind. And the worst feeling is knowing Ive wasted precious time.