Alexander Stewart i wish you cheated

I m anxious Kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spending days just on my phone Wondering where it all went wrong I m nervous Pretty wired I said your name too much Now my lungs got tired Thinking maybe I m to blame I just need someone to hate Pre Oh oh oh oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your god damn honesty It got me thinking Chorus I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain A psycho with no feelings So how do I move on When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahhh But you did nothing wrong Verse 2 Know it s messed up Kinda bad But I wish we didn t talk and you just left like that I d be angry instead of numb Dammit who have I become