I Am Not For This World

Kristen Stewart scene from movie Anesthesia (2015) Sophie 2 months. what made you start an accident. with the iron cigarette. was it an accident I guess not. go on. I. .. It. .. It concentrated to the exclusion of everything else. and that was good it was like a drug. what s everything else the world has just become so inhuman. Everyone s plugged in. Blindingly inarticulate obsessed with money, their careers. stupidly, arrogantly content. I can t talk to them. I fight them. I wanna destroy them even. I crave interaction. I crave it. But you just can t anymore. They pull their devices out for every little thing to reinforce their petty, convenient notions. To decide where they are going to shop what they re gonna eat, what movies they are gonna watch everything they ingest. what does that upset you Because what is left, oh, my God. but that doesn t have to be you. okey. It s like this is all a game and I haven t been told what the rules are. Or even worse,