story told so many times

This song literally speaks my life not kidding. why I m nervous but I am. I got this crazy need to edit today. i have a whole new computer that I should be using like every day cause it was so fucking expensive, but my stupid self has only opened it twice. But I actually made my first video in fucking ages tonight It sucks and is totally oldschool vekproduction material, but it s And it felt freaking good being creative again after such a long time. I ve realised how much ive missed it, even if its crap and not anywhere near anything else people create these days. It s my crap haha, and its good enough since it makes me happy and yeah. I love doing this. idk. Btw I got nothing on this computer. I m missing a ton of plugins so if someone knows sony vegas pro 13 and plugins please help me haha, im so lost i googled everything but cant find shit. thank you guys so much for all your comments and messages and emails. i dont know how to respond since i feel like my work is below mediocr