A decade of misery

Filled with so much regret it keeps me up at night. Wishing I could turn back time but, I know thats a pipe dream. I wasted so much time living for other people. I need my own time. The more years that pass the less i am granted. Where did it all go wrong Where did it all go down hill I wish I could restart or at least rewind 10 years. Retrospect is a bitch. Life sucks, nothing is fare. I work so god damn much and only skate maybe 4 hours a week. I need to find a way out. I dont like where I live. I wan