im on my worst behaviour

i swear im not drunk uploading this. this is not finished. but i ve tried to make videos and uploading them but im going through some type of writer s block. i cant finish anything. so im trying something new. just to see if i still wanna make videos and if its still giving me something in return. you don t have to like this video. i don t even like it. just ignore it or smth. thanks for all the support. i read every message, comment, email and dm s. i suck at answering but i do see them. and i hope my vi