yellowbirddd Thunderstorm

i took the river parkway to the county and a calmer state of mind it s quiet in the kitchen now but i remember the time my grandfather sang old army songs while his brain was going bad and i told him i was talking again with that girl i wish i had now he s a folded flag on a piano lid in a living room where i played as a kid and i think of him, like i think of her, every day but across the table jeramiah looked at me straight in the face he said you can t get stuck, no you can t stay in that negative so i m living and i m learning let the layers burn away and i ll meet you on a park bench after months of rain i just wish the thunderstorm stayed overhead a little longer i want to get pushed around yeah tonight i m feeling darker