a lost promise

is anyone out there i promised if i made it out, id find love again i wont forget the life weve lived well never get back the time spent i wont pretend ill find love again i faked a smile and found the end im tired of all the doubt the broken promises don t know if ill ever make her proud im sorry my lifes a mess im trying to make it out but something pulls me in i never know how to find myself im sorry i can t commit i won t trust ever again was i the cause of this i want to know what i did to ruin this id love to find the reason i exist just tell me if the lies will end im tired of all the doubt the broken promises don t know if ill ever make her proud im sorry my lifes a mess im trying to make it out but something pulls me in i never know how to find myself im sorry i can t commit i won t trust ever again was i the cause of this