Hours Virginia Wolf Suicide Note, letter Opening scene

I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don t think two people could have been happier til this terrible disease came. I can t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can t even write this properly. I can t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can t go on spoiling your life any longer. I don t think two people could have been happier than we have b