please dont think of me at all demo

lyrics: im familiar with everything that s going on around me i remember i relied on white and everyone to tell me i look pretty i didn t see too many but now im seeing less and i confess that i am starting to forget what having somebody is like somebody to cry to but instead i want to hide inside my room and talk to nobody at all i built another wall i wanted to get better can u see me in the cellar as i curl into a ball please dont think of me at all i thought i was grown up when i turned 17 little did i know that growing up required me to fuck up time and time again i lost so many friends im almost 22 but im still growing up my hands don t look the same as they did then wish that i could try again build up one more wall and take the fall to save us all please don t think of me at all check out my music n shit: