Apothesary Youve Met With A Terrible Fate, Havent You ( OFFICIAL VIDEO)

From the new APOTHESARY album, Accept Loss Forever out NOW on MTheory Audio PURCHASE HERE: iTunes: Amazon: If your local record store doesn t have it in stock, ask them to order it Support local music. Support local record stores. LYRICS: Im begging for a heart attack To be just like father And Ive spent so much time trying to find Release from my longing to be Someone else, far from me Im longing for a heart to care To be just like mother Im waiting on a reason A reason to be So I pull from my strength To find out whats been dragging me down Because to me, depression cant be without A reason for being so debilitating Push me away Like I did to you Upstairs is where youll find me Hanging from the bedroom ceiling Calling to me It sounds like my mother Im begging for a heart attack Im betting on a heart attack The only thing thats keeping me alive Is the one and only person who always had faith My life isnt mine to take It belongs to the person whos proven muc