Marina and the Diamonds Teen idle

I wanna be a bottle blonde, I dont know how but I feel conned. I wanna be an idle teen, I wish I hadnt been so clean. I wanna stay inside all day, I want the world to go away. I want blood, guts and chocolate cake, I wanna be a real fake. Yeah, I wish Id been, I wish Id been a teen, teen idle, I wish Id been a prom queen fighting for the title, Instead of being sixteen Im burning up a bible, Feeling super super super suicidal.