i almost killed myself before i could finish making this video

my health insurance denied me my medication for the second time in a row this month so instead of being upset i came home and made this video to show you how to DIY happiness disclaimer: please don t take me sharing some of my life experiences with you as me implying that if you do xyz actions you will be happy. the things i struggle with, choices i make are part of my life, but that doesnt mean they have to be part of yours. specifically, i m not endorsing any sort of drug use (prescription, medical, or recreational) as a guaranteed positive experience, or as a cure for any mental illnesses. i am simply sharing my life and what i ve learned in the hopes of delivering a positive message.