Beauty School Dropout dying to be you

dying to be you BEAUTY SCHOOL DROPOUT Listen to the track: Special Edition Tee: If ignorance is bliss Then maybe Im the sht Cause thats what people tell me When Im with my friends But when Im all alone And the curtains close I look in the mirror And Im self loathing How I wear my fears like filthy clothing Then I ask myself What I dont want to know Have I been killing myself Dying to be you holding my breathe Until my face turns blue I got blisters on my fingers And a callus on my heart Have I been killing myself Dying to be you Dying to be you You dont want to know whats been going through my head Swimming pools Of existential dread Look around theres No life guard on deck, again If depression was a job Id be working the night shift can someone tell my why Every day is a crisis Nothing ever helps (fuck)