Linkin Park Breaking the habit

Memories consume Like opening the wounds I m picking me apart again You all assume I m safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don t want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize that I m the one confused I don t know what s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don t know why I instigate And say what I don t mean I don t know how I got this way I know it s not alright So I m breaking the habit I m breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door