flatsound, learning to hate you as a self defense mechanism

you re on the phone with someone who doesn t know about your soul and how it can t be held by flesh and bone and i guess that s fine i would never want you to stop your life but when i saw you both with your shoulders touching sitting so close i knew i d hold on to this feeling i d hold on to anything at all was it my fault because i easily confused you for someone who would hold my hand when things got hard when t br, br,