東方 Touhou Flute, Traditional Magicians Melancholy

Hi guys I m still alive : 3 Three months, I mean there was a period of time when I was trying to kick myself to upload. After all, every time ZUN s originals play all I want is someone to love them with me. I am a hopeless admirer of this music and constantly seeking possibilities to share it with people, yet somehow I ve managed to go for quarter of a YEAR without doing so on my channel. Most of it comes from stress at home. I never thought being in a relationship would be any easier or happier than living alone, but neither did I expect just how badly I would reject the daily presence of another person. I am someone who needs a lot of space and without it I become agitated. I m like a bird. If I like you I ll come back to you over and over, but if you try to grab or cage me I ll peck your eyes out. Just being able to stretch my wings is not enough space for me. Oh well. Life, am I right Title: Grimoire of Marisa A