marissa cooper, panic attack

my words disappear on a dry tongue and I am trying to let you know it but I m drowning by the moment. . . I cannot believe I m f i n a l l y posting a marissa edit she has been my favorite television character for over a decade, and I ve tried so many different edits of her over the years but this is the project that finally stuck. this song was perfect because it allowed me to capture a lot of different parts of her story her family struggles, her breakdowns, her loneliness, her issues with alcohol, drugs, and her ability in the face of it all to keep hoping for her fairytale. there s a lot of material to work with for her so of course some things had to be left out, and I tended to focus on moments that have stuck with me over the years or that I relate to personally, but all in all I m satisfied with the end result and I hope marissa fans out there will enjoy this I also did a full rewatch of her scenes while working on this (shoutout to this channel for helping with that: