ciel phantomhive, everything is wrong

SPOILERS UP UNTIL CH 142 PLEASE WATCH IN HD 720 Sometimes, I hate the life I made. Everything is wrong, every A few months ago, when the aftermath of the twin reveal happened, I started this project. This song fits our Ciel (who I really believe is named Astre, Aster) very well, and how he s tried to keep up the lie of living as his brother Ciel all of this time. It s so incredibly sad that he s existing as Ciel and not as himself, because he wanted to become the person that his brother was. The twin s story is absolutely heartbreaking. I love both of them, but of course our baby that we ve known as Ciel all of this time is more precious to me. He s gone through a lot these last few chapters, and I wanted to depict that struggle, how he hates living this lie even if it s a selffabricated one and secretly how he wishes it were Ciel who was still alive and not himself. Of course, that s now the case. Both twi