Modern Baseball Two Good Things

trying hard not to look like I m trying that hard failing miserably at everything including that making plans in my head right before I go to sleep trying to think of who could make a better me than me maybe I ll shoot him an email, maybe he ll give it a go then I ll be free to just evaporate, disperse or implode picking at holes in my jeans there s so much god in my gene pool not feeling lonely, I just like being alone