TL From the Outside I Seem Just Fine

Lyrics Drenched in years and years of pain I know things will never change And I know I cant stop the rain From falling down I guess itll never be the same Time will only make it worse But was it all well deserved So small in a massive universe Ill find my place When I stop living with this curse Ive tried So hard But I cant seem to get it off my mind Im so tired So scarred But from the outside I seem just fine How can I go on When everything I love is now gone, gone The story is ovеr for me It fucks me up to think back at the days Whеn I used to think there was no other way Ive never seen it coming, how could I Id lock myself for days inside my room My friends and family would be worried, they would assume There was something wrong with me But I was putting in the time and work so that one day Id look back at my life and maybe I could say Ive made it through it all But then But then my body started g