Celebration Guns The Visiting Years ( Music Video)

The Visiting Years by Celebration Guns TW, , suicidal ideation This song is not meant to be a suicide anthem, but a reflection on the struggle to balance and maintain mental and physical health issues (for me, type 1 diabetes and depression) and the selfdestructive behavior that often comes with it. My life isn t fixed since making this video and may never fully be, but I have recently sought treatment and I m not ready to give up on myself yet. Lyrics: There were times I felt content With my wandering delights In a house Id get to know And then always leave behind The visiting years were like digging holes That I had to fill when the lease was up Every time Id reach the top Id start again in another rut Eventually safe in a starter home Finally secure with a chance to start But theres always to destroy the things That are promising with an empty heart I want to sta