I felt I would do anything to know her, to please her, to be her friend, to be able to watch her openly, not spy on her

To show how I was, I put five fivepound notes I had on me in an envelope and addressed it to Miss Miranda Grey, the Slade School of Art. .. only of course I didnt post it. I would have if I could have seen her face when she opened it. That was the day I first gave myself the dream that came true.