old gray wolves live

july 27th, 2013 the woodshop copaigue, ny Ive been digging a grave with the parts of my brain that still work. Theyre burying me with my dead dreams, my dead dreams. I still feel a heart that s beating but I can t feel love, I still feel a life inside me but I feel no blood. I still clench my teeth and I pull out my hair; my skin and bones are bare. I ve been living with the weight of the world and the moon and the stars, burning in my eyes. I haven t seen clear in 19 years; will you please save my life