Death Note spoil Celdweller The last firstborn

oh man, I can t believe that you did what they said you did and to this day I ve still gotta say that in my mind I question it I wish I knew what you had meant before you went and left me wondering to just an echo of your voice now I wait to take my turn to bleed like a kid playing with a razorblade and wonder if I have the balls at all or am I gonna be afraid where are you what do you think cuz I m not sure when knocking at death s door if I will be welcome in or be l