Addict Monster Side

I am young but a fool I am stupid but Im cool I am kind but Im weak I can turn the other cheek All I wanted was to find a friend I just cant hide my monster side I cant control the loss I feel The loss I feel If I had another chance I would peacefully advance But as Im fated to be here Resigned and ridden by my fear I should love my self but my vanity Loves someone else I am the best there is Until all there is Is hot air Unfulfilled I take it out on you Because you care And because I love you I expect you to be there I just cant hide my monster side I cant control the loss I feel The loss I feel