why am i like this original song, Orla Gartland

a song about regret listen to my new song between my teeth : Last night I smoked a cigarette My dad would have been so upset then we got tattoos by the coast and i stood there just like a ghost maybe im an old soul trapped in a young body maybe you dont really want me there at your birthday party ill be there in the corner, thinking right over every single word of the conversation we just had why am i like this . .. I saw a girl crying on the train gin and tonic from a can to ease the pain i never asked if she was OK she just got up and walked away it feels like looking down from the ceiling above never in the moment, never giving enough lets go out and shout the words we never said i got my mistakes on loop inside my head why am i like this . ..