Never have expectations of others

To be perfectly clear. I have NEVER had any expectations of anyone taking care of me, like I have dedicated my life to taking care of others. I always pictured myself going out into the woods to die alone, like so many cats I raised as a child. I have never expected anyone to save me. So if you imagine anything different, you are as delusional as can be. I have an endlessly loving wife now, so I dont believe that will be my fate, but I have never expected, imagined anything but dying alone in the woods. . I expect nothing from anyone. Never have. .