tall order

You see nothing with your eyes wide open You ve never been so close to see the end Though you ll never treat me like a lover I ll be always there to rise your head It s a tall order to be in the right place But I m trying I m really trying There s no reaction You re just abandoned here And I can t stop blaming myself For being unable to help Taking inspiration of your sadness Is the worst thing I have ever done to you Pulling out each fragment of your madness I ll never understand how d