Night Sins Playing Dead

every word you said and every thorn left on the rose lay idle in bed lines disappearing up your nose like the flies buzz round overhead and the girls on the dance floor playing dead a light that shines in every open door all my time left waiting wanting more when we go. we go alone when we go. alone stay awake in disbelief living in this fantasy all the things I never wanted to know and everything that comes back to me the tears they start to run tighter tighter tighter undone like a fuck in the evening for a bit of a thrill an entire life of time to kill pull down the shades, shut out the light no reason for this season tonight all the pages are filled with this all the pages are filled with times i wont miss stay awake in disbelief living in this fantasy all the things I never wanted to know and everything that comes back to me another thought of nevermore no light that shines, no open door all the things I never wanted to kn br, br,