Tidal Tempest

Hey all Unexpected, isn t it So, I would like to tell you what has been happening to me these six months, and why I said I was leaving this community. Forgive me for telling you all that I m leaving for good, I just didn t think I d get out of all this shit and most likely commit suicide, but as you can see, I m alive and still full of strength to move on. Let s start from the beginning of this year, when I was still in a serious relationship with a girl, I had problems with my studies that I could not fix on my own, and therefore I constantly went with the fear that I might be expelled, but I simply could not reenroll in another college. Literally a month later, I break up with my girlfriend and fall into the deepest depression, and because of what I suffer from alcoholism for the next 3 months (for my 16 years it s just terrible), I just didn t know how to distract myself from these thoughts in another way and cope with depression. I did w