Multifandom, Happy Little Pill

everything is the same and everyone just sad Umm started this video a long time ago. . it was a very unusual period in my life. I don t know how to describe it, but I felt lost. and i didn t know what to do. . at all. and one day I stopped myself and asked, why are you doing this, do you really want it and the answer was no. and then everything got worse. I always thought that the depression in the TV series embellish. I never thought you really feel this emptiness inside and you don t give a damn about everything. it s just you and your thoughts all alone. you dont want anything and you dont want to change it. So this is 1 of 2 videos i started back then. And we won t see the second, cause it s hard for me to finish it. I just keep it how it is, because i don t want to ruin the memories about the time when i worked on it. This video ( that i m not going to finish) is really means a lot and i can clearly see myself through it and feel