Dead Heaven The Quiet ( Official Music Video)

Theres comfort in the quiet, whats louder is denial. Im fading fast, Im coming undone. Face to face with my real life. The colours fading and Im dead inside. Im dead inside. Think Im addicted to the way that you case me aside. It s like I need the fucking pain just to feel alive. Am I alive Am I alive Or am I a ghost, lost in the fallout Thrown to the cold, Im trying to remember when I felt warmth. Cause these days I just feel numb. So sick of never being good enough. Too many blood stains on the walls, too many broken memories. The ends dont justify the means and all you do it take, take, take. Am I addicted to this Am I addicted to this Am I alive Am I alive I need the pain, to feel alive.