Ride Dial Up

a last candy before ending 2019 for good. . A day just like any other It could go either way Happiness is too much to ask Feeling is all I crave Got a ticket for an exhibition If I wanna distract my brain But that s really no solution For a love so far that it feels like pain Life has me rattled I ve lost sight of my soul I ve got no concentration Its like my brain s on dialup It s trying but it can t get through Or a virus is in the system Dividing two by two by two Sometimes I wonder What in the world do I feel Sometimes I wonder Is any of this even real Are we living Are we living Are we living Are we living I never know what makes it pass I only know it will A borderline psychedelic event Then a feeling that it s had its fill Suddenly I m smiling As I feel it starts to end Roll down my windows And I m myself again Sometimes I wonder What in the world d