03 CAS MOSCOW

Shot by Cas and Jiggy Edited by Cas Produced by rapsody3000 Mixed by Ade Hakim On Your First Birthday with a Disembodied Father by Caitlin Mathey It feels terrible, to be excited. It feels awful to dream. Shoulders high and frightened, I can feel the knot in your neck, Where will it come from Who will wail next Which corner will I find it hiding, Did you look beneath the bed But we never look and we get ill, instead. I think it will be dusty at my death. Remember how you put lotion on his elbows A few days before. He was ashy. You were mean, teased it was eczema. No, you see, when Im drawing I lean on this elbow. And he was right, the other smooth. Strong wrists from making heaps, Flesh in strokes and words exposed you