Inscape Absalom Death Darksiders

No one reads this anyway. I don t know why I did this. Why I m still working on something in which no one will be interested. Just why am I always like this. Why can t create something which everyone loves and appreciates. I feel exhausted sometimes because of it and that when I m all inspiration I can t help but to feel desperate while thinking who will even give a fuck about my works. I ve wasted almost 8 years on vidding and all I get is silence. Not silence because people are so into the works themselv