My Dear Artorias pt. 9

Artorias, dear, I ve so much to say You now have got all my feelings to play From all pain you d lived I m going insane With blue heart of steel my darling dark grey. Forgive me, my love, I still do believe In deep overwhelming vicarious grief For all that you d thought, but never had said I ve got special place in the back of my head. For you I am fighting, for you I have came The clouding wall is corrupting my brain Is this what you ve felt Is that why you re done I m stuck in my abyss of wishes of none. So, what is it now, am I going back Down to the town where everything s black Whatever tend happen I promise to stay. The day when we ll who shall be prey