please stop this hurt

Please watch in 720pHD I don t know what did I do, but I really wanted to make this video. . now I have started a terrible period of depression, bad mood, I m very tired. . school, school, school. . oh I hate her, and many personal problems. in one moment everything can be fine, and then it becomes very bad. . I just sent everything and decided to surrender to the emotions, and made this video. I hope it s not as bad as it seems. Really want to surrender to vidding, but time would not let coloring: K