Nine Inch Nails The Hand That Feeds Kawehi
Someone recently questioned if I should be headlining my own tour. This last tour was rough some cities I did great, some cities I didnt. In hindsight, I wouldve listened to my gut and waited until 2022 when were all comfortable, safe enough to party together in one sweaty, musical pizza party . Coming home, I had serious thoughts about quitting. Never playing out live again. Ever. I was heartbroken and depressed. I have never questioned doing what I love for a living. But this timeI did. The lows were REALLY low, and paired with my stage fright, exhaustion, pandemic I was DONE. I Im just not good at this And then this past weekend, I decided to go busking for the first time in almost a decade. I only played one song. I told myself I wanted to try the new portable battery out in the wild, and make a new youtube video but really, I think deep down I wanted to see if I had it in me to get out there again, play in front of people it, you know And something amazing
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