And if all of us are play acting, there can be no such thing as a soul mate, because we don t have genuine souls

I cant recall a single amazing thing I have seen firsthand that I didnt immediately reference to a movie or TV show. If we are betrayed, we know the words to say; when a loved one dies, we know the words to say. We are all working from the same dogeared script. It had gotten to the point where it seemed like nothing matters, because Im not a real person and neither is anyone else. I would have done anything to feel real again.