The Break Up Song by Lauren Ruth Ward

The Break Up Song written by Lauren Ruth Ward If I saw you in person, I d beg for you back Scream, cry about all the good that we had Your gaslight would burn all night on full blast while I beg you to listen and hand you your ass Your backbone would bend so much it would snap My reason wouldn t fix your past You made up in your mind, you can only trust yourself Let me know how that works out for you in your living hell If you d just give in to your attainable needs So us mindreading fools wouldn t have to kill your disease And it creeps up on me like a horrible anxiety dream except I m awake believing Only breathing is keeping me living I guess forever to you meant a means to an end While my forevеr love drug is gifting me bends I yеll to myself as I m making your bed Turn off the house alarm but not the one in my head I go out to the front yard where we planted fruit trees That will feed your next lover the vitamin C